Tuesday, July 07, 2009

run fat dog run...

I have two boston terriers. One boy and one girl. Mo and Sara. They are 14 and 13 years old. Between them they have had over 6 surgeries and multiple procedures! They have always gotten regular check-ups and all their shots on time. I do love my dogs. However lately it has been more of a love/hate relationship. I mean come on.... how many times can you clean out your dogs crooked tail hole, because yes her tail grew IN instead of OUT, and well it gets infected every now and then. I just wish they would grow up and move out and get their own place where they clean up their own poop and feed themselves... I am OVER IT...over it i tell you. I do love them though.

Both of my dogs have snored for years! YEARS I tell you. IN fact after having given birth to Kya I had to finally kick them both out of my bedroom because they snored LOUDER than my husband. I am not kidding you. Most of Kya's pre- birth video's are where she is rolling around in my tummy have Sara snoring in the back ground. My husband was so pissed I kicked them out of the bedroom he joined them in the living room on a bedroom return strike! Well silly little husband. Once you LEAVE the bedroom on a IF THE DOGS GO I GO strike... weeelllllll "don't let the door knob hit ya where the good sleep I am getting while your gone thank the LORD split ya" yeah so I kicked them ALLLLLLLLLL out of the bedroom. If you snore your OUT! I mean a person can be sleep deprived for only so long ya know!

Anyhow... I really digress....

Lately the two dogs were having a hard time breathing. I thought for sure the wheezing accompanied by a gag and an occasional puke fest were sure signs of heart worm. Of course it WOULD flippin be the first year I opt NOT to get them the heart worm they would get it. SO I loaded them up in the minivan convinced I would be having a HUGE bill for heart disease and god knows what else. The list in my head was LONG!

1. Mo and Sara could barely walk let alone breathe.

If they didn't have heart worm/failure Sara was limping and I thought for sure she had pulled her leg out of socket the day before and would need some kind of surgery. This was the real reason I finally made the appt. I mean they were old and hacking and waddling and limping but they were OLD!

Sooooooo 300.00 later the vet tells me they are just FAT!

FAT....

Thats it they are FAT...

Well I knew that.

I could of told you that.

So I resolved to relieve my husband from the dog feeding duties and I was putting them on a diet. A real diet.
I got the paper work from the vet. Bought the expensive diet food. And well put them on a diet.

Karl says they are old... let them be happy and eat what they want. I say let them loose weight so they can at least breath and give them one treat a day and take them for WALKS.. WALKS make them happier than FOOD!

bahhh humbugggg says the hubby. He has been in charge of feeding them for years. Plus over the last 4 I really have been pregnant and nursing and taking care of kids so the last thing I cared about was how fat the dogs were. Well I figured it was about time I paid attention. So DIET city for them. See I am not prone to feeling sorry for them. They lay around and get attention all day long, if they are hungry they will eat.

Well three weeks later and they are SKINNY! They haven't eaten in three weeks lol... but they are definitely skinny. They look like completely different dogs, and they are acting like puppies again.

but mostly.... They no longer SNORE!

Sunday, July 05, 2009

The fifth of July

Is it just me or do you also hate the people who shoot fireworks off at 11pm on a sunday night the day AFTER the fourth of July?

Today is the birthday of one of my favorite people in the world. My sister.. my sista.. my sista from anotha motha..

The person whom I call when anything good, bad, and ugly happens in my life.

She dosen't really read my blog, but her hubby does... so tell my sister i love her.

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tucks tuck tuck tucks........

When you gave birth did anyone tell you to take tucks wipes with you>? I forget who actually told me to take them with me, but I dutifully went out and bought some and (no pun intended) tucked them into my little neatly packed hospital bag. 

Now before i had kids I had never had the problem one would need to have in order to need tucks. But let me tell you. I sure as hell did after I gave birth... and I even had a c-section. I got the hemorrhoids from the "C" word.  I swear I ate more flippin prunes than should be humanly allowed and yet I was STILL constipated and I STILL got hemorrhoids. Those babies are the worst.

My friend just had twins two days ago, and I am making a little gift basket for her.  When I saw this on the mom central site i laughed and agreed to do a little ditty about it because, if someone doesn't tell you these little babies are the shizz and you should put them in your purse, then at least you heard it from me.  SO I am going to give them to my friend whom I am going to see in Oklahoma Wednesday.  Hopefully if she has the problem these will help her as well as they did me :)

Ohhh and I am one of the lucky ones.. mine actually went away. My MIL however has had the same one for 25 years! ugggg

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Galveston Tx

 I have been really craving the beach for a long time. Not to mention some of the women who's blogs I read are either living at the beach or they are going to the beach... either way I am jealous jealous jealous... happy for them of course  *wink*  *hugs* but still wishing I was either living with them or being packed up in their suitcase!

The other night I was telling Karl how much I really miss the beach. We were making plans to go to the beach in August in Ocean City< MD. The reality of the situation is it won't be happening.
1. It is a VERY VERY long drive with two kids. 
2. I will not fly until I can take zanex again i.e. done nursing
3. I really hate flying anywhere you will be staying for over a week with car seats at 30.00 a day to rent, car to rent, clothes to stuff into small suitcases, stroller to schlep, connections to make
4. fuck it I HATE TO FLY! sorry i just do

I go back east at least once to twice a year!  I have never ever not been home for longer than 12 months. Speaking of which why do I still say going to PA is going home when it hasen't been my home for over 15 years.  Yeah.... I have no idea why I still say "going home". 

SOOOO I went out and looked at rental houses in Galveston, TX and fell in love!  They are beautiful and right on the beach. So I have convinced Karl to go to Galveston, Tx for a week the last week in August! YIPPPEEEEEEEE

I am inviting Karls family and my family to come down as well. It would be nice if we could have a vacation every year our kids go on with family to the beach.   My sister lives in Dallas and my two brothers now live in Houston. SO really Galveston, Tx for a vacation is a no brainer. Hopefully they will join us.  Before kids we went to the beach every year with my sister and my foster family. They also have extended family they like to spend time with as well as other traveling they like to do so with kids and timing it seems we have not been able to go for the last 5 years with them.  I really really miss it.  I miss the sand, surf and walking along the beach.  Kya is really into building sand castles so I am hoping she will have fun.  I am not a big SWIMMER per say.... I am more of a play in the surf kind of gal so hanging out with my kids in the sand is just fine with me. 

yiippeeeeeee yippeeeeeeee..... now I just have to tell my best friend we aren't driving to Maryland before she reads it here :( i love you sweetie.....

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

holy crap I am hungry

Seriously I am hungry ALL the time.  Well not in the morning when I should be hungry, but by noon or 2 I am starving and I can eat from noon until midnight! Right now I am craving a huge slice of cheese pizza from NY! Well we know that won't happen... but earlier I was craving a HUGE sweet potato, before that it was a big ass steak.  You name it I have craved it.  This nursing is crazy this time. At least that has to be what it is right?  I don't ever remember being this hungry ever before I started nursing babies. 

I am hoping when Kena weans herself I will go back to normal eating desires. Because right now I could eat anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, June 22, 2009

good times :)

So many times I look back on my marriage and I honestly can not picture my life any other way! Even though we are living in a rental house, renting out our house 2 hours away. Living in a glorified trailer with mice and ants and only two small bedrooms. I have never ever been happier. I mean don't get me wrong some days as I am spraying down the ceiling with ant spray because nothing organic works and I think we actually LIVE on an ant hill, (and if I see one more ant crawl across the floor or my baby I will just about freaking loose my mind) I don't really mind this house!

We are probably going to actually start looking for a new house in a year or so. We want to make sure our house continues to rent out before we become responsible for a new mortgage. The last thing I want is to be responsible for two mortgages and not be able to handle it. We have budgeted so if we need to we can cover both and still be ok. Well OK, not rock star, but definitely OK! Every time I look at my hubby he is house hunting on the Internet. I think he is really sick of this house. I think he somehow feels where we live is a reflection on who we are. He feels like people look at where we are and assume he is not doing well for his family. I tell him.... when I look at people in big houses and brand new cars and all that stuff mostly I see time! Time spent trying to keep it. Time away from family. Now don't get me wrong, I know we are lucky to be able to afford what we have. However at the same time LUCK had NOTHING to do with it! We have worked very hard to have the education we have. The life experiences we have had have also gotten us to where we are. We both served our time in the military to put ourselves through school.

So me...being the little girl who grew up in government housing... I am in no way looking at our rental house as a flag staked in the ground as to who we are. Or who my husband is. On the contrary I look at it as what we are willing to endure and go through to ensure we raise our family the way we want. Through thick and thin we are a family.... Our little family....

So when my hubby looks on the Internet at all these houses, prepping to buy one next year... I look at them and think... ehhhhh its nice, but does it have a back yard for a garden? I NEVER would of said that 4 years ago! It is amazing how becoming a mother really shifts your priorities. Now don't get me wrong I have always been on the frugal side, but I have never wanted a garden or to live in the country!

We are leaving in two weeks for a little road trip to Oklahoma and Texas to visit my sister. I am sooo excited. Mostly because I really do enjoy road trips.





Separate

Yes- I have watched them.  I use to like them.  I am just sooo sad for their whole family.  And I will say it. I think Jon is a complete wuss jerk ass! 
Everyone is always saying how she is mean to him.. well uhhhh it is hard to be nice to someone who is like a 9th child.. and now he just goes and proves it.  I am tired of people saying ohh poor jon she was mean to him, blah blah blah....... you only get treated how you let them treat you.  He should of bucked up a long time ago. Now he is saying he got married to young, what a loser.

He got his ears pierced, bought a hot rod and is partying it up with young girls and cheating... it just all makes me sick.

He is a lazy husband, of course he isn't talking to her... he is talking to his GIRLFRIEND!!!  WHat kind of man sleeps with a 23 year old and ditches his 8 young kids and wife... ohhh I know a LOSER!

I have never posted about reality tv and all that jazz... this just really makes me sad and angry for those kids!

he said he might get a job offer... lol.... why so he can QUIT that too? flippin LOSER!

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Fathers Day honey...

Father's Day... What a great day to be a great dad!  Kya, Kena, and I bought daddy a t-shirt, two books to read called "my dad is great", and "Daddy's Little Girl",  Daddy reads to Kya a lot. So i figured books were a good gift. The big gift is the gift we made at playgroup. The friend hosting had her dad mix cement and all the kids put their hand in, wrote their names and used beads to decorate them. SOOOOO CUTE! We are going to pick them up on the way out of town today.  We are going to Karl's brothers house to celebrate with them and Karl's mom and dad.

I have never really had a real dad to celebrate fathers day with.  My father and mother split up when I was 6 weeks old, he was never around. My mom and him had issues. He was abusive, and my mom was afraid of him.  Who wouldn't be.  Then his new crazy wife kept him from coming around, then my mom's psychotic live in kept him from us.  Then my dad died when I was barely 15.  I had just escaped the hell of having a step father who is trying to be your constant molester by running away from home, only to have my real father die in the hospital after a motorcycle accident.

I have never had the experience of crawling up on your fathers lap and knowing he loves you more than any other man in the whole world ever will. Crawling in a mans lap who is suppose to be your dad.....and actually not worrying if he was going to try to slip his hand down your pants when no one was looking.  Told by him and my mother my whole life my real father didn't love me. Told he had given his parental rights away. In my mind he had given them away to a man who was beating and molesting me... where was the justice in this world?

I have also had men whom I have called dad of my own volition, men whom I have tried to make my dad.  Only to find them truly indifferent in the long run.  Not that they don't love me in their own way. Lets face it though if your not doing everythung you can to be around for the big events willingly your really just being forced and guilted into participating in my life. Who really needs that? Either of us.  We can just be really good friends and drop the guilt.  Just makes everyone feel bad.

Where is this going..... well

Fathers day use to make me mad and sad, as well as mothers day did. Lets face it all things to do with parents use to make me mad and sad.  DO I mourn the fact that I never will know the love of a parent that is truly unconditional? Yes. However it no longer is a stinging pain... More of a dull ache in the back of my mind.

Knowing my daughters will have a completely different parental experience than I did, gives me a peace in my heart.

Having a husband who's love for his daughters is eternal, selfless, and will surpass anything our marriage does or does not face is a beautiful experience. 

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Friday, June 19, 2009

artist time...

I keep feeling guilty about not painting... I have no idea why. There is no time limit on me as an artist. Right now I am a mom, i am a mom first. My day is dictated by the whims and wants of a 2 1/4th year old and an 8 month old infant.  I paint when I can, sew when I can... run and work out when I can... I am not unhappy about anything in my life right now so I need to give myself a break and not care if I do or do not create every free second of my day.  If I want to veg out in the morning with a hot cup of coffee in front of the computer.... or pushing warm oil crayons between my fingers against canvas I should be happy about either. 

I need to take every day as they come. My girls will be in school before I can believe it.  I don't want to wish I had done anything but enjoy them, right here.....right now.
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